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Shades of grey


Pain so unbearable dwells within,
All I want is to scream and shout.
Suffocation is slowly creeping in,
All I want is to not weep and bear it out.

Where do I find the strength,
I am breaking within.
Where do I find the courage,
the strength to win.

Whom do I tell,
this sorrow of mine.
Whom do I confide,
This pain I am in.

Where should I go,
This ache is seeping.
What do I do,
this agony is killing.

Anger now inching ahead,
Towards the core of my hell.
Blacker than the moonless night,
A dark and cold hearted spell.

Fingers are burning to torture,
My mind is yearning to kill,
My bones are rattling with anger,
heart in a spiraling chill.

Stop me I am enraged,
Enraged at my aimless plight.
Hold me and put me in a cage,
Before I unleash this dark grey light.
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