I realize how my mind wraps around me, The many quirks it's created, An aura of distance around me, While on this ball of dirt, I live on another. Possessed by my alter ego, The rules of engagement here very difficult, To say the least, On my Mars, I live in solitude. The fun loving boy slowly fading, The one stepping in his shoes, Unforgiving and fierce, Ruthless in his game. I thought change would be subtle, But I can feel it in my blood, Able to sense the change in my attitude, I can see the change setting in. Thought this would be a temporary arrangement, To get me where I want to be, Reach those impossible dreams, Now I feel there is no return. Do I go deeper with who I am, Or should I revert back to who I was, Do I end my resolve today, Or chase it down as long as I am able. I will neither loose nor give up, For as long I am alive, I will write my history ferociously, And live on across time in memories.